Model's Inc.

Jun 8, 2010

Nov 5, 2009

i know what i look like,
please don't tell me otherwise...
i know what i don't want,
but that doesn't mean i'll get what i want...

i know what i feel inside,
she tried, but it would not die.
he said not to fear my dear,
he said he'd be my sword tonight:

but the robots came,
to bleed me in the morning light.

i know how i look like,
so please don't tell me i look fine.
i know what i want this time,
but the spiraling downwards has only began...

its not like i don't try
i tried, but it would not die.
he said that it'd be okay
but then the robots came tonight,
the robots came,
to bleed me in the morning light.

[...these small blue round cell tumors
make their way back here...
unraveling, out of control,
as i disappear...

falling into aberration it becomes clear
sin is a gravitation in my chest held dear...]

Jun 25, 2009

我和你。

当初还没牵手。
不肯定的温柔。
越靠近的你,
越迷糊了自己。
是谁让我着了迷?

当初是谁沉默？
其实是不敢说。
越靠近的你,
别在保持神秘,
来深深的呼吸!

我和你,
我和你，
太爱得分开就会看不到。
靠近靠近好不好？

我和你，
我和你，
靠近得感觉全都麻痹了。
分开？分开我不要。

若无其事的你，
什么都不在意，
其实爱我的人肯定是你。

This Strange Distance...

i watched the morning sunlight creep into your bedroom,
and watched it dance on your face.
under the covers our bodies always felt so warm.
if we could, let's not leave this place.

i ask do you think i'll be here when i'm 35?
you said you hoped that i would.
i meant to ask if you knew how much i'll miss you.
but you already miss me too.

*hush now, you cry. i whisper,
i'll only be gone for 3 weeks.

i sighed, you sigh. And we smiled.
its not the time, but space between us...